eschew

If this is communication
I disconnect 
I’ve seen you, I know you
But I don’t know
How to connect, so I disconnect










After I've watched Stereomantic on the TVshow, and they bring Communication- cover. And that part are always always swimming in my head. Like stick on my mind. Well I don't know how, yes truly I don't know how to connect. Always getting wrong for this path. I've been dying to talk, to meet, to say anything that I wanna say. I don't know how. I'm sorry if I'm so so worry about this. So I've just kept in secretly. Maybe I just can stop to try to tryyyyying to get a little that I need. Sorry if I leave. Leave doesn't means I leave you and I don't want to know you. No, I just wanna eschew from you for a while. Maybe it would be better for us. You don't even know what I feeling so blue, and I'm down with this position. Yes, I'm a coward. Sorry. Sorry I'm so stupid about this silly things right now. Sorry. Sorry, I just can write about all of this with this media. Okay, too much to talk and to write anything. I'm leaving now. If you noticed about that, hmm I don't know. So, see you in another chance.

too coward

dear fellas,

sorry 

so sorry

too coward

yes I'm a coward 

I'm too cowardly to tell about that

act

talk

I just can act and talk like it never happened

I'm getting sick from this month begin

I hope I'm getting better than yesterday, even this day

I hope tomorrow will gimme some.....






I don't know (deep breath)

new chapter

March, April, and June now...

Well, for the first I'm writing again. I don't write anything for March and April. Yes I don't know, ehm maybe I don't wanna know and I don't wanna talked about that too. There's something weird, awkward, and maybe something silly. And now, for sure I don't wanna go back. 

June,

Yesss really excited for this month. I'm a freelance writer, for Latitudes.nu now. Yes yes my first article is talked about culture of Betawi: Kerak Telor Recipe - A Traditional Betawi Recipe

Yes, that's my first step to became a journalist. 

Yes for June, I'm ready for new chapter. Here is a song that I do like to Auto-replay until 5times while I signing-in and checking something on my blog.

after that, what ?

Dear, ______

Slowly fade away and get more blur perfectly.
Slowly fade away...


s l o w l y

You've tried, I've tried too, and at least we've tried. It just unfortunate situation.

See ya in the next chance when it's possible then.

For this time, I just can keep guessing and keep asking with myself.

Maybe something missing, something gone, and maybe something getting wrong, maybe.

So please, would you tell me please, what's going on ?

I'm in completely

It's been gettin' me down.
Maybe something happened.
I don't know how deep I stuck.
I can't believe too for this situation.
Just enjoy with for sure.
Yes,
yes,
yes for sure,
yes I'm in completely.